All that has gone wrong
I still have a restraining order levied against me and there’s nothing I can do about it. I went to the judge and laid out my case but he said no, the order stands. Even with my new haircut, he denied me! So I still can’t go to the damn mall and buy socks. It’s so depressing to be seen as a criminal. I mean, I already know I’m worthless and a waste of space but why should I be punished further by making it publically known? I’m so ashamed, I think I am going to move away. Running a people search to find like-minded folk would be fine and dandy except that there are none out there for me. I’m going to move to a cave in the mountains or a hole in the ground in the middle of a prairie. I don’t get it. All I ever wanted to do was search people and be happy, but now I’m a criminal and have to leave my hometown forever. It’s not fair. It’s just not fair.
